O1.

hello.

how are you? i hope you’re always healthy.

it's kinda weird to write this, moreover i write it through the blogspot.

cause if you know since i was on primary school i've always write many things on the blogspot.

it's so nice and i'm so enjoying to do this

i don't know how to start it with,

to saying that i really.....

really admire you, as a person...

who i really love and i want to spend of the rest of my life with you. 

you're the first person who made me to know about love. 

i know, 

i know it's have been a long time and it's like a puppy love,  but... 

you're always be on my life, eventhough it doesn't me that i always be in your life too.

you're always made me to be a strong woman, eventhought you're didn't truly to made me like that.

and you’re the person that sometimes made me to feel giving up cause i often thinking that i can’t be with you, that i’m not deserve for you. i’m not a girl that you want.

 

i don't know, but you've always appear on my thoughts untill right now. and sometimes you appear in my dream, but why i just forgot the whole of my dream when i getting wake up. it’s really bad to me.

all this time i’m just wondering, can i be the part of your life? it sounds impossible

— 21 March 2021